biarkan ku sendiri

Sedih tatkala aku melihat foto mu..
Sampai hati ku kau tipu..
Kau kata kau sayang ku tapi mengapa ada yang ke3?
 dulu kau kata takkan berhenti menyintai dan menyayangi ku..tapi..
Kau terlalu bodoh...
Rahsia mu ku juga sendiri ketahui...
Kau ego untuk menerima hakikat aku perlu sendiri...
Selamat tinggal..
Biarkan aku sendiri...
Walau aku rawan aku penat dengan dirimu...
Biarkan aku sendiri..
Biar pun kau tetap datang memujuk hati lama ku tak dapat kau takluki...
Biarkan ku sendiri..
Hati ku sedih tertipu lagi..aku benci untuk menerima siapa2...
Biarkan ku sendiri..
Tertutup sudah hati ini bila terluka menghantui jasad...
Biarka ku sendiri...
Andai dapat ku undurkan waktu tidak ku memilih mu selamanya...
Aku rawan kerna kau.....

p/s dis story actually a real story dat i adopted from sumbody.. sad ryte?? huhu

-always-

looking at people walking in the middle of crowd...
turn up down, flexing my trunk to move along...
the heart is beating..every seconds.. the adrenaline start to increase..
once again i'm thinking of you...
looking at the different colours of shawl they put on...
looking at the different types of shoes they wear on...
but..my soul is not empty..i'm just missing him right now...
the blue guitar for him...
the red shirt for him..
the santa's barbara watch from him...
the specticle choosen by him..
and the photo's of him...
getting me more and more miss at him...

ouh..my dear honeydew..come and meet me..
just two of us..
and having the best moment together....

i won't let u go..
always be in my side...
always.....................................................................................

- the bye2- part 2..

hallu2 darlings!! ahaa...dis time cikjoolie wat part 2 abou last time punye topic  -the bye2- hehe...banyaaak gamba je...nila kengkawan saye...hehehe...eh kiut tak kitorg pakai baju uniform??hikhik...nice rite?? syiok dapat blaja kne pakai uniform..no need to think bout attire..ape yang nak kne pakai esok..pesyen tudung pe..kasut pe...seluar pe...hahaha..pakai uniform ni ha setahun 2 psang je...pakai la ko..tudung sme pon ape orang kesah btol tak??hehehe

            bukan tu je..kolej aku ni pon bagus gak..bayar mahal tapi sediakan baju, seluar, kasut...tak ke syiok tu..takdela aku punye duet banyak abeh kat bende2 tu..tak ikot pesen sangat pon aku ni..( alamak kantoi!!) tapi banyak kua ntok minyak kete, tol, makan(aisyh! makan je aku ni ha..)hehee *wink2*

nilah..antara detik2 photoshhot terakhir budak course aku...alahai tringat dan jadik rindu pulak! ( sob2 :(...

wow!!pose hebat dari kak sha!!! howliau!!ain kenyit2 mate kat sape r??

hehee..alamak! sape curik2 gamba aku ni??da taw photoshoot aku pon melukis bibir la.. :)

wow!!! my dear lecturer and friends!!

teringat time masuk dolu2..kat tempat ni gak la kitorang amek gamba ramai2 macmni..huhu

the backside of my dearrrrr...........................

rrroooaaaarrr!!!(tu r kak paling senor dalam kelas kuh..next..mamat sepet tu..hehe)

seriously..saket belakng kuh after dis sudden photoshoot!!(paham2 jela ye..hehe)

ouh..meet my boy.. :) *wink2*( macam stuntman la cukcam!)

aha! tu je antara gambo2 cikjoolie dapat share kat blog ni ha.... so then.... sampai di sini sajelah chronology kisah -the bye2- part 1 and part 2..hehehe....

       *pssstttt!!* kepada kawanku..izinkan aku post gambo korang ye... * wink2* :)

-the bye2-

near 3 years we have been through the greatest moment together.. susah senang..golak tawe..gaduh tombok2.. hehehe..sume la da rase..uish! memang cepatla mase berlalu kan2...*sigh* :(
          kawan2..bile teringat balek waktu 1st time jejak kaki kat kolej macam takot2 je..huu`~ adeke yang nak kawan  dengan aku..adeke pakwe nak sangkut dengan aku..hikhik ( gatalnye~~)..hurmmm.. then second by second,going to minutes..up to hours then days by days...progress to weeks! aha! then suddenly months and years...huhu..sob2! ;-( 
takla 3 tahun sangat but..we have a lot of moments together kan..sooo..amat memilukan la when it is come to say bye2..lebey2 aku ni amatla sensitiviti pro hakhak..asal touching sket je aku da sob2 dulu..hee~~

my lovely coursemate '08-'11

there..nampakkan kawan2 ku yang amat2 la cumel2 walopon umo da tua (except me! haha)...

       ape2 pon...i hope..that satu hari nanti kami akan berkumpul same2 agik!! walaupon time tu aku da beranak 2 berlaki sorang..hehehe..in a meantime..i wish all the best to all my lovely friends that i ever known this 3 years.. having a time with all of u such a wonderful moments...weee~~~~ so for all..please don ever forget myself..huhuhaha..sob2..(drama je lebeh) hehehe....

as we go on we remember all the time we had together!!!

          sayang kamoo semua!!!!